I Have My Little Pleasures

( Private to Asgard, Una, Unhackable )

{PRIVATE TO ASGARD, UNA, UNHACKABLE}

I apologize for the sudden shift in my behavior, but I request to be left alone for the next several days. I shall be spending most of my time in the greenhouse, if there is to be an emergency. Otherwise, I expect everyone to respect my plea of privacy.

Ryuzaki, I...I am sorry. Truly, deeply sorry. I do desire to meet with you, but I need some time to myself. There are so many things on my mind right now.



{AN: She's gone to cry a little bit xD

The reason she's so upset can be found here.  That, and several other confrontations have left her rather shaken up.}

Sir Metatron's announcement has left quite an impact on all of us, I've noticed. I think it has...ah...'sobered' us up.

I feel awful about it, truly, as when I read his words I couldn't help but feel as if I'd been thinking the same thing all along, and I fought my hardest to not desire to point fingers at any one person. I am as much to blame as the next individual; we are a collective and we must share responsibility. Many of us have made valid points. I suppose now all we must do is coalesce these ideas into something with a solid foundation. ...Hm. It is easier said than done.

When Will was unwell, I tried to communicate with him, but he shut me out. I am rather frustrated at this time over that matter. My only hopes at this time are that he is in better condition. As for Henry - I hope your "talk" went over well and that you are renewed in your happiness.

{Private to Asgard}
Alice has returned from several outings around Asgard. She seems to hold the candle for caution at this point, as after all the kidnappings and attacks, she has remained unaffected by any denizen of Niflheim. This doesn't mean, however, that I do not fear for her safety at times. Being so audacious can eventually catch up with you.
{End Private}

And...has anyone seen Ryuzaki? We were planning to meet together, but it seems he's vanished. I know he has a penchant for wandering off on his own and there are several from Niflheim who would rather he were dead than alive. I'm scared for him.

( Private to Una )

The incident with Henry and Mitch (and Will, I suppose, as well) has left Asgard shaken once more. It makes me sick to my stomach.

When Henry and Will came in, bloody and wounded, it was...I couldn't see the wounds. And I feel blessed for that. It was so much to do.

Eileen was a wonderful help. I would not have been able to treat them properly if she hadn't aided me. I owe her a debt of gratitude that would take lifetimes to repay.

When Mitch came home I feared I would scream out my lungs! How cruel is this? How heartless! How predictable that it should happen to some of the best of us. They sit over there in their Niflheim, hardly making a sound until suddenly one of us is missing and the others are forming a cavalry.

What is it we're doing wrong?

( Private Notes )