Death
I will never go on a walk by myself again. My experience at Niflheim was not traumatic, but it was certainly a sign of my own ignorance. That I had allowed myself to be lured by my own curiosity is unacceptable. What would have happened if I didn't escape fast enough? At the time, I'd hardly made friends in Asgard. Would they have noticed my disappearance?
For the last several days, I have spent my mornings in the greenhouse and tending to my herbs. The afternoons have been spent studying different blends. Unfortunately, I have no means of knowing if my concoctions work. I can only hope. If another member of our house is injured, I will at least have some treatments on hand. Otherwise, I fear that my blindness causes me to be useless overall. I will find a way to overcome this. I must prove myself to these people.
Arachne used to call me worthless all those months before she and our brother left. She was different than when we were children.