I Have My Little Pleasures

Things are improving. Vastly improving.

I...played pirates with Dorian and Ryuzaki yesterday. Admittedly, I was clueless throughout, but the enthusiasm, particularly Dorian's, was an addiction. Surely, I made made many mistakes, but both were there to encourage me. It was...nice. A bit like the freedom Morana described, but without wings.

Morana helped me climb to the crow's nest. That was an experience. She said I wouldn't have fallen, but my, my...I've never been so high anywhere before. I originally believed it would be a pointless climb, but she was right. It really was much more, hm, refreshing up there.

( Private Notes )

I've been above deck several times now. Salty air makes me sneeze, but I find it quite amusing. The sound of waves lapping up against the keel paints a picture all its own. Being out in the open air helps my seasickness some.

( Private to Asgard )

( Private Notes )

And now we are on a ship. Why now, of all days!

Some of my remedies are here. If the rocking ails you, please help yourselves to my cabinet.

As for yesterday, we will not speak of it.

( Private Notes )

Deichrë ka ive duācghen jho ka lëhsept.
The halo that bends ignites into flesh.

Ha. The demon tongue of my world. How strange is it that I never thought to study this language before. All these months, I have tapped into human translations of demon magick, but to actually go to the source...

I am amazed I even found this book. There are only parts of it I understand, as most of it is archaic prose, but there are spells among them. This line here is a part of our history, but I have only vague ideas as to what it means. It seems to be a book with many layers.

I have also found a Bible. Alice carries one with her and she has mentioned to me many the same beings that others of Earth have told me about - God, the Devil, angels. It is my hope to compare the two books in philosophy and to gain some insight into the religion of Earth. They have told me there are many, but I shouldn't judge.

As for yesterday...I would rather not talk about it. I thank you for your help, Kain, Frank. I hope Lina, who had my body, kept my secrets private. I do not know which is worse - fainting and coughing up blood, or suffering seizures from the split of my Eye yesterday. I have stopped fainting and seizing, though... The cough is persistent, but I've made a remedy.

My eyes! My body is not mine!

Oh, unGods, it burns....

I cannot....oh, I cannot....will not...see.

I am a man - I know that much. But what man this is I do not know! Am I the only one? Someone please say otherwise!


( Prive To Owner Of My Body )