I Have My Little Pleasures

I've been above deck several times now. Salty air makes me sneeze, but I find it quite amusing. The sound of waves lapping up against the keel paints a picture all its own. Being out in the open air helps my seasickness some.

( Private to Asgard )

( Private Notes )

Thanks to Kain, I was able to actually save a handful of my antidotes. I owe a great deal to him. If there is anything I can do to repay you, Kain, do not hesitate to tell me. I am also greatly pleased to hear Morana is feeling better. Things, I hope, are calming down.

I expect they are.

( Private to Asgard )

( Private Notes )

{AN: @.@ Okay, no journal entries from this chick for a while. Talkative woman! ...Watch, I'll update in three days anyway >.>}

What...what was that quake? I was in the greenhouse at the time, but when I returned to my room...all my medicines, my hard work...were spilled on the floor. The salves, the antidotes... All rolled off their shelves.

Alessa has fled, the others are in panic, but Morana is an outright emotional breakdown.

What did I miss?

( Private to Asgard )

( Private Notes )

{AN: Technically, I'm still on semi-hiatus, but I'm slowly crawling out of it! =D My computer's still being fixed, but I have this one here, and while it's not great, I think I can start to catch up.}

( Private To Asgard / Hackable By Experts )

( Private Notes / Hackable By Experts )

( Private to Asgard, Una, Unhackable )

{PRIVATE TO ASGARD, UNA, UNHACKABLE}

I apologize for the sudden shift in my behavior, but I request to be left alone for the next several days. I shall be spending most of my time in the greenhouse, if there is to be an emergency. Otherwise, I expect everyone to respect my plea of privacy.

Ryuzaki, I...I am sorry. Truly, deeply sorry. I do desire to meet with you, but I need some time to myself. There are so many things on my mind right now.



{AN: She's gone to cry a little bit xD

The reason she's so upset can be found here.  That, and several other confrontations have left her rather shaken up.}

Sir Metatron's announcement has left quite an impact on all of us, I've noticed. I think it has...ah...'sobered' us up.

I feel awful about it, truly, as when I read his words I couldn't help but feel as if I'd been thinking the same thing all along, and I fought my hardest to not desire to point fingers at any one person. I am as much to blame as the next individual; we are a collective and we must share responsibility. Many of us have made valid points. I suppose now all we must do is coalesce these ideas into something with a solid foundation. ...Hm. It is easier said than done.

When Will was unwell, I tried to communicate with him, but he shut me out. I am rather frustrated at this time over that matter. My only hopes at this time are that he is in better condition. As for Henry - I hope your "talk" went over well and that you are renewed in your happiness.

{Private to Asgard}
Alice has returned from several outings around Asgard. She seems to hold the candle for caution at this point, as after all the kidnappings and attacks, she has remained unaffected by any denizen of Niflheim. This doesn't mean, however, that I do not fear for her safety at times. Being so audacious can eventually catch up with you.
{End Private}

And...has anyone seen Ryuzaki? We were planning to meet together, but it seems he's vanished. I know he has a penchant for wandering off on his own and there are several from Niflheim who would rather he were dead than alive. I'm scared for him.

( Private to Una )

Deichrë ka ive duācghen jho ka lëhsept.
The halo that bends ignites into flesh.

Ha. The demon tongue of my world. How strange is it that I never thought to study this language before. All these months, I have tapped into human translations of demon magick, but to actually go to the source...

I am amazed I even found this book. There are only parts of it I understand, as most of it is archaic prose, but there are spells among them. This line here is a part of our history, but I have only vague ideas as to what it means. It seems to be a book with many layers.

I have also found a Bible. Alice carries one with her and she has mentioned to me many the same beings that others of Earth have told me about - God, the Devil, angels. It is my hope to compare the two books in philosophy and to gain some insight into the religion of Earth. They have told me there are many, but I shouldn't judge.

As for yesterday...I would rather not talk about it. I thank you for your help, Kain, Frank. I hope Lina, who had my body, kept my secrets private. I do not know which is worse - fainting and coughing up blood, or suffering seizures from the split of my Eye yesterday. I have stopped fainting and seizing, though... The cough is persistent, but I've made a remedy.