| Blythe Vhoori Stoker ( @ 2008-07-03 01:05:00 |
|
|
|||
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
| Current mood: | |
| Entry tags: | alessa, alice, eileen, frank, gin, henry, kain, l, light, mitch, sal, una |
The Fool
I hope everyone's training is progressing successfully. I have heard tell of several bumps and bruises, but nothing too serious. On a similar note, I have been reading some more of the book on the history of demons and there appear to be several minor spells in the last few chapters. They appear mostly as sidenotes, but I may be able to harness their powers after much studying and practice. Anything is better than nothing at this point in time. I'd rather not be a boon should something happen and circumstances involve assistance outside of healing. Could I ask Alessa for advice? Would this be rude of me?
Frank, how are the books for you? Have they been helpful? If you ever wish to discuss their contents in length, my door is always open.
Niflheim seems to be quiet at the moment. It frustrates me, because I know - we all know - that there are generally great amounts of trouble brewing when Niflheim is silent. It usually means an attack is imminent. I cannot do much other than to speculate, but I remain guarded. We never know who could be in danger.
Other than that, I do believe some rabbits have gotten into my vegetable garden.
If anyone needs me, I shall be in the greenhouse. I have spent too much time confiding in my diary these last weeks and not working. But if anyone does wish to visit, do feel free.
Hm.
Things have been going splendidly between Ryuzaki and myself. The incident of the first night - Alice's arrival and such - was settled quickly. She is a darling woman and I respect her immensely, and would therefore never wish to inconvenience her.
Ryuzaki has been training with the others. He has skills I could have never imagined. He has a small frame, but it is not frail - it is tight. I noticed this as I held him the night he began courting me. There are many secrets to him, but he is a good man. I desire to know more and am delighted to know that I have the opportunity to. He cares about me deeply - has even told me he loves me. Sometimes I get scared, though. I have only said those words to four people in all my life - two of them died when I was five years old. The other two abandoned me when I was eleven. Everyone leaves in the end. To say 'I love you'...I wish to say it so badly. He understands, though. I require time and patience. He understands that.
Also, he has a bit of a history with that member of Niflheim...Light, I believe his name is. I met Light once. It was...nothing to boast about. He seems to be a very dangerous, treacherous man. His aura...so peculiar. I wonder if he knows about Ryuzaki and myself. If he does, that could spell disaster. We have kept our relationship secretive deliberately. {Private}Eileen and Henry seem to be much happier keeping things relatively public. They aren't fools and I hardly fear for them in that respect. To each his or her own.{End Private - for the sake of these two characters.}
Mitch has been quiet. He's been training. Has offered me a chance to practice my magick on him. He mentions that Sal person every now and again, but I hardly blame him. Mitch avoids that person like the plague, and still she chooses to pursue him. It troubles me to no end. Should I make a warding trinket for him?
As for Kain....I know not what to say. I find my thoughts drifting to him often and it is enough to drive a woman mad. Not only does he bother me when he talks to me, but to ponder how he's doing and what his plans with Gin are really....what's this saying....gets my goat. That Gin man petrifies me. He is a warrior, yes, but he is also a trickster. He could do any manner of offense to Kain. And that man is so - so stubborn! Always saying he never needs help. Nearly boasts of his independence. And he is continually butting in when it comes to my private relationship with Ryuzaki. He has some nerve. I wish he... I wish... well, I hardly know what to wish. He is a brute! A tempestuously nauseating brute.
I hope Una enjoyed her visit to Asgard, but I wouldn't be surprised if she had been met with opposition. She is, after all, from Niflheim. I wish I'd seen her. I think of her often as well. Will we meet again, and soon? I do hope so.